I feel so stupid and helpless...

Why is everyone getting good grades for their test without studying and I got C when I putted in efforts? I feel so unfair and unjustified. I hope these bastards will not get to excel in their next test which is also the most important one. Hopefully by excelling in the next test will pull everything up!

Of course, I don't have as much time as I wish to study.. I have YOG and other events coming up and I guess my time is constraint.

By the way, yesterday I confessed everything. I guess I shouldn't had expect anything from you. You and me and two different world in the first place. It's just that.. the damage done. It leaves me hanging. I'm recovering. Hopefully.