I was sick yesterday and not a sentence or even a word from you. Have you even realized I haven't been to school today? I bet you didn't...

I'm feeling really terrible now.. I wished I could break down and cry. Why. Why are you a straight and why am I gay. I wished I could save myself from this misery. Knowing that your nearby me everyday had always gave me the hope to see you.

Even though I know I shouldn't continue to be like this, I just can't help it.

God bless.